Friday, February 26, 2010
Silently
I still miss you, and think of you, and wish that I could hold you in my arms one day. Silently, I still get sad when I see someone else´s ultra sound, or see a friend who will have a baby around the time we would have had you, or when I remember all the plans we had envisioned for this year that included you. Silently, I still mourn our loss of not having you with us. And silently I wish that I wouldn´t feel so much like being silent, that I could talk about you and remember you more. Instead, I feel like you´re silently already slipping from our reality. And it has only been 4 weeks. I love you, with silent tears in my eyes.
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8 comments:
this is so sad, Fran.
Hugs! (and DO talk about it, at least I will listen).
I listen too. I just was being silent with you...
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Sending my love and hugs. I agree with Isa, keep talking about it for as long as you want. I will always listen and cry with you.
Fran that was beautiful. Thanks for sharing. Love you. Elice
Fran. I used the search option to find a picture I wanted. It worked! I'm impressed!
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That was beautiful and very poetic. I appreciate listening to your honesty.
Thank you for sharing your words to baby. I feel the love with you and send mine as a tiny thought too.
you write so beautifully. I hope you find peace as time goes on. And don't forget her. She is important.
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